I dont talk much to people.
Yeah having a car would be great but i dont have one lol.
I have suicidal thoughts too but i always try to shrug it off. I want to accomplish my dreams. I have lots of dream. I want to travel the world. Have a normal family, a descent job and be happy with life.
Btw congratulations to you. Thats a good news. I hope they can find your cure. :)