Kinda like feel you there. I spend more time in front of my laptop than talking to REAL people.

Hey lifehatesme I also sometimes have the same daily routine as yours but also adding reading novels and playing pc games lol, I'm usually at home too and in a weird way I enjoy being a hermit because after enduring high school being at home is usually like paradise to me. No humiliations, anxiety or people talking behind my back when I can hear them. At home I have peace and no stress.

As for university, have you thought of doing online university and getting an online degree? That's is what I'm doing as I could not stomach the idea of after high school having to go through this again in university. And I almost failed high school because of this smell, the stress and being absent most of the time just to avoid people or when someone said something horrible about me. Plus studying online, I get to control when I can get out and go near people instead of being forced to do so everyday for classes. Heck even career wise because of this disease I don't even want to work at a workplace that is why I chose the I.T career and wish to work at home.

As for God, he also helps me cope, and I don't think you really have to go to church to have a relationship with him. When I don't feel like going to church, I just watch pastor's on TV,there are channels like faith TV with pastor's like Joyce Meyer, Joseph prince, John hagee etc.

I feel you bro..

I still have hopes for a better life too it just gets to me. Thanks, I am more than excited and grateful to be included in this study looking at odor-active molecules in my urine and body and their potential sources.