strongyloids infection

May I vent just a little, I have been infected with the strongyloid parasite for 15 months now, and I have seen my last Dr. I wont persue it no longer, The last Dr. I saw said he can't treat me with the normal meds. because it WILL kill me. I have been called crazy from every Dr. I went to. I had a speciamen once and the ER Dr. said that wasn't good enough and said I had delisional skin disorder.  To re-infect me they are using my hair follicles. I have been so miserible for so long all I want to do anymore is cry. I am now using an herb called dimamatestus earth. ( I think that's how it's spelled). I have to be careful about how much I use of that too because to much can also kill me. so much has happened to me because of it. It would probably take to long to go thru it all. I am just so sad that this happened to me and my family and very angry that the Dr.s didn't or won't believe me. I sometimes feel like I am going to explode. I want some justice for me and my family. I don't know if I should persue that or not. but I know one thing, I really do want to. I know God didn't cause this to happen to me, but it sure did get me to him in a big way. I trust him now more then I ever did in my life. I am thankful for that part. Loves to everyone and keep hanging in there, I know now I may have to live with these thing for the rest of my life unless this herb does work and Yay!!!!!!!!!! for me. thanks you all for letting me vent and probably understanding me better then anyone I am around.