I am trying to be positive, my work as discharge and in the same time charge, letting in the force of nature as well, not just charge at sleep and discharge into my dream, devils' dream, and to kill the body/nature/Father/God as battery, something to beat the meat. sacrifice for satan. evil spirit. well, masterbation is not that sinful. it is like life ends in itself, nice meaning we have to be controlled for them, or me or you for up and down to karma and incarnation the end of the world. there is a very good powerful way full life and joy if you like. no faith?
thank you men.