hello me too i have the same problem like you . i already graduated all the bullies and social problems i got in a university. i made my self late not attend balls. I never enjoyed my life i can only count in fingers my friends , they smile at my back, my heart is like a stone.I have a crush which i never get along afraid she can smell me. I don't know the feeling of being comfortable standing along with others. by the way i been curing my self all the things i read w/c is related about my problem. Just go on