Well don't off yourself, some of us have worms living in our heads! I think I'd rather trade you my infection for yours if I could. I have a mixed tape, Ascaris infection that I've been fighting since the beginning of the year. The protocols have not cured me but they lessened my load and I might have died from this without them.
Don't commit suicide there's always hope that things will get better and you and your family will be cured. Never give up hope or give in to this infliction. I don't know if you have followed cimbers postings but she has or had been dealing with pinwoms and has a lot of good advice. It's okay to vent.