I'm sad to say this but yes I am although I haven't been smoking as long as you I know how you feel. What I can tell you is that if you are thinking about smoking it's because your body is detoxing the cigarettes out of your body that why you are craving cigarettes. I must say that I'm proud of you because you haven't smoke and I hope you don't give in. I know you are thinking how can I help you out and I'm still smoking?That's because I have smoked my last NEWPORT SHORT IN A BOX TODAY and I think that it would defeat the purpose of what we are trying to accomplish. I must say that I'm VERY PROUD OF YOU FOR GOING THIS LONG PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP NOW!!! because in the end it will all be worth it and you will never smoke again. I hope that I was able to help you out. LOVE TIA