Hey! I have the EXACT same story as you. It's crazy how similar we all are on this website. :/ It kinda feels like we're all sorta best friends in a way.. Is that corny? Ha. I always tried to make the best out of my situations, and even if someone made a cruel comment to me, I would come home and feel happy regardless. I had crazy mood swings. Either that or I just chose to ignore it somehow. Anyway, I'm so sorry for what you had to go through :( But trust me, you aren't alone! I wish none of us had to go through this. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Okay, well I hope we can talk more and be friends after this. Because I'd love to talk to you about this horrible secret I've kept from everyone. I mean, I can't talk to ANYONE about this! Well, other than you guys on this site. But yeah I'm blabbering on and on so yeah I wish you success and all the best. :) <3