boo hoo

I was prescribed Effexor Xr for my anxiety and depression. After taking them for 10 days and doing some research oon the net ioon the lasting side effects, and the scary withdrawal, i decided to go off. Im a bit fearful as the Depression is still lingering and i have a tendancy to reach for the drinks. This is not good as i am a single parent. i have lost my job due to my depression/ drinking, I am on medical leave. I want to be self suffiecient and storng again..instead of this lost, zombiesque person.

I am attempting the MAster Cleanse. On day 2 thus far and hoping something will come thru. If you dont have anything, you dont have much to lose.
They say healthy mom, healthy baby...lets hope this works..cause i really dont want to be a pill popper.