I understand 100% Hanna. We dog people get this. We give our precious little ones a great life knowing that the day will come to say goodbye forever. You're never prepared for it, there's no good system other than caring for the dog's pain first. Humane, comforting, quiet, loving way to end life. I awakened this morning at 5:30am and couldn't stop thinking about her until 7. Today will be rough...