Re: Please tell me this is Benzos. In Agony.
You're playing a dangerous game with yourself. Benzo drugs cause cancer and also kill off the vagus nerve associated with the 10th cranial nerve, usually. If they kill off the parasympathetic influence of that nerve to the heart, do you think they are selective of the rest of the branches of that nerve that goes to all organs of the body? I think not. I'm going to critique this post of yours on the basis of my own experience.
Benzos are agony. You are going to have to do what you think now is impossible, and it IS nigh unto impossible, but do you want to live and get well? Ask yourself that question, because the length of your life depends on it. Get off the drugs first. Use the Ashton Manual and get off them. Taper them and use replacement nutrients that will help with the symptoms. contact Pain and Stress Center and get that kind of help with nutrition. It does work, and if you're persistent in doing it and bearing the agony, you will come off them. It took me a year and a half.
If you clean out the colon NOW, you will be assimilating/ingesting a lot more of the drug than you want to. Leave the cleansing procedures alone until you are off the drug. All your symptoms point to a slowly functioning, poisoned liver and colon as well as bloodstream. Of course that means your whole body. Especially the brain, too, but all your body will heal and regenerate once you're off the drug and can start flushing out the liver and cleaning out the colon. What you will see will surprise you. Otherwise, you're on a fast trip to your own grave.
Get the omega oils into you as they heal up the nerve. Keep them going into you. The natural B vitamins, Vitamin C to tolerance--usually 1000-3000 mg/day in divided doses (vitamin C is detoxing). Magnesium glycinate or magnesium chloride--every day to bowel tolerance. all minerals that includes trace and major ionic minerals in glass that you mix with water and drink.
In my opinion, you need the amino acids that are specific to fill the receptor sites from what the drugs did to you and to give you the natural nutrients rather than the drugs that do the same thing, so please consider the orthomolecular (orthomolecular means the right molecule) therapist doctor I mentioned above in the place I mentioned above who is an expert in this stuff. It IS her expertise, but she has others working for her as she is semi-retired. I gave you only the place to call above. Google it.
Cooconut oil and wheat germ oil are excellent. Wheat germ oil will also heal nerves. Been there, done it, cleaned out the cancer they caused and am still healing up after a few years of the cleaning processes. It's possible to get clean and heal. You're up against the worst struggle of your lifetime and right now you are trapped. Do you want to break the chains? The question is this: Is living attractive enough to you to put up the fight of a lifetime? Dying is easy, it's living that's hard, but you wouldn't want to die this way (at least I didn't), so I really recommend you put up that fight.
Eat what you need right now to make you feel good or what keeps you going and satisfied. Change all that diet stuff later. Eat GOOD food and no junk stuff. Make lots of it raw. Your struggle to live right now and get through the detox is much more than enough right now.
Good luck.
You better believe it's all benzos causing your symptoms. Every single one of them.