A Selection from Glaxy's Diary

I am kind of wondering if a whole lot of people might have the same affliction as me without even knowing it. After all, I just accidentally discovered there is a screw worm in my head by "cleansing very deeply"...

That is how my acupuncturist describes my system cleansing protocol... He says I am going for a "very deep cleanse"...

He told me most people just want to feel better. And when they do, they stop cleansing.

Well what I have comes back with a vengeance really fast if I stop cleansing. I have to get it all out of me. And until then, I have to keep it in check. When I stop cleansing, I get super sick again in no time. Routine maintenance, going after them over and over again, is important. The acupuncturist said, "You wouldn't let termites destroy your house, would you? It is the same kind of thing. You have to kill them all, or they will come back. And even if you kill them all, another colony could eventually move in. What would you do if parasites were eating the house you live in?" He also said he couldn't say those kinds of things to most people because they freak out and go see an MD.

Anyways, that is why I decided to go for a really deep cleanse. He gave me specific instructions on how to do it, when to increase the dose, when to lower it. He told me my immune system would eventually kick in and eliminate what ails me, once and for all. So I keep cleansing. But I can't go too fast.

I can tell when the dose is getting too high. The darn queen starts crawling around in my head trying to get away from the herbs that are killing it. Of course there is no where for it to go, because I am completely saturating my system. So it starts trying to screw it's way out of my skull.

This has happened repeatedly, each time I up the dose "high enough" to kill it. Now some would say I am taking too many herbs and such and such are making me hallucinate. But that is not what is happening. I get a headache and it feels like a wave of pain moving through my head. If I increase the dose, the thing will will work it's way to my skull bone and start trying to drill or saw an exit and get out of my head!!! It is sooooo scary.

A friend of mine who is a retired doctor, assured me that if it has found it's way into my body, then it also knows the way out. He says it can come out of my nose with a wad of snot, or down the back of my throat into my mouth, and I can spit it out. He says to keep cleansing. I shudder to think about this, am eager to be rid of it/them?

The floaters that were so numerous they nearly blinded me in 2002 are kept in check by systemic cleansing. If I stop cleansing, I start seeing lots of floaters again. I know that crap is related, if not the larva. The other night I found a weird wirey long hair growing out of my shoulder!!! And it was in a place that doesn't ordinarily grow hair!!!

My face breaks out when I cleanse deeply. I know I will have to look like I've been in a motorcycle wreck on my face again. The first time it came out all around my eyes like a raccoon for two weeks, a crusty yellow itchy mask. Now it wants to break out on my cheeks. When the breaking out starts I know it is time to lower the dose or else the headaches will get worse and I will feel the creepy crawly sawing screwing sensation in my skull that makes me run around the room screaming and crying. I so dread to have squirmy things coming out from behind my nose into my mouth with phlegm, and lower the dose for a while.

Keep wondering if the people who freak out so badly when they hear about what I am going through are the ones who have the same affliction and don't know it yet. A lot of people with worms would rather keep them than poop them out in the toilet, because it creeps them out to think about it.

I am convinced worms also get in the heart. PEOPLE have heart worms. When that sensation of a wave pain starts crossing over my head, I can feel movement
in my heart. If I were to do nothing, and let this ailment progress, and it eventually killed me, "they" would either say that I had a stroke, or heart attack, or that tachycardia killed me.

But this is a worm infection of the head and heart. The stuff always moves around when I am high dosing with things that kill parasites. And if too many people were to find out what kills it, the FDA would likely decide to ban it. But don't you believe a word I have to say. There is a worm in my head.