Re: How do you cope?

Yeah, I want to die but don't want to kill myself. Just want to sort of stop existing before I have to go to college. >.< It would be kind of nice if the world ended or I got a terminal disease or I just got hit by a car or something so my family doesn't hate me for it. Truly though, I think afewmoreEXP has the right idea. It's important to get out of this mindset. I've found that generally, I'm in a better place mentally when I do cardio exercises at least three times a week (obviously, I haven't been doing that lately lol). You could give it a try? (It takes around three weeks for me to see a shift in overall mood, though I do generally feel more positive/productive directly after exercising). I hope you overcome this. Best of luck!