I understand where you are coming from. When I used to go to college it was extremely rough. I would be known as the guy that smelled like shit, and people would ridicule me every time I went out of my dorm. I never wanted to go to class either because I would get the same disapproval in the classroom as well. But I must tell you it is very important to have a emotional support system in place for you. When people become depressed they naturally want to be by themselves and shut themselves off from the world. However, that only leads them to more Depression and sadness. You need to make sure to talk out your feelings to people that can understand you. This will relieve the stress that you're constantly receiving. And it always feels good to know that you have somebody you can trust. If you don't have that type of support you can always PM me