Please read my story. Feeling overwhelmed

Hi everyone

On the night of the blue moon, August 31st, 2012, I partook in ritual use of the magic fungus. Please do not judge me for this. It is a spiritual practice

For story's sake, i took my dose, waited for the right time, and went upstairs to my room to seek god, literally. I laid down in the dark and silence, and before I knew it i was communicating with a grand higher intelligence. At first i could hear it, like the frequency of the universe, but soon i found this frequency penetrating me and my very soul. That's as far as I'll go into that part of the story, I'd be happy to talk about it in PM

Anyways, the day after my lower back and liver area were slightly swollen and consequently painful. Also almost immediately started seeing a few "Sesame seed" like things in my BM's. I didn't think much of it until a few nights later i was walking by the mirror and noticed how comparatively huge my belly was bloated. I've always had a flat stomach, even without perfect fitness. I also noticed a few days later i ate a date and felt extremely tired 15 mins after ingestion. Lots of fatigue and Sugar cravings

This really disturbed me, i had lost about 150lbs in less than a year by eating mostly raw, organic, and very natural foods. Lots of dance/exercise. My concern was primarily image based.

Through hindsight, i can tell you my ego freaked out. I did not know what had happened to me. I was striving towards perfect health like never before and then BAM. I was hit with that. I went to the Dr. they just said i was constipated (i was partially) the problem never cleared up and i was lead to a lot of info in candida somehow, and then parasites.

The usual: parasite tests, multiple doctors. No diagnosis. I only had my higher self to lead me

I used Humaworm, as im all for natural routes, but long story short, i took it for 20 or so days and stopped because there was INSANE scattering

I mean i was seeing little white worm under my finger nail at one point, Could feel them crawling up my throat, nesting there somewhere. Also in my sinus' and constant muscle twitching. Under my skin on one side of my face (sounds crazy right)

I stopped the herbs, and got ahold of albendazole, and ivermectin. From what i could see the albendazole didnt do much, and neither did the ivermectin. Except for last year the night of thanksgiving, i took my ivermectin on an empty stomach at night like i have multiple times before. Within 5 minutes my left side of my body was rumbling and grumbling and something was not happy

That night i felt very very sick and had multiple loose BM's throughout the night. Only in the morning did i look at what i was expelling. Worms, and what i presume are liver flukes. My stomach was not as bloated. I thought "my god, it's over"

but this journey isn't over yet. I've taken more rounds of albendazole, ivermectin, nitazoxanide, praziquantel, triclabendazole, i've tried it all

i stopped going after it, and realize djust how crazy in control my ego was trying to be.

I now realize this is all part of a bigger plan, as we all are collectively, and this was necessary in my own personal journey to happen.

Now a couple months later i want to take a shot at it again. I just want to be healthy and take care of my body.

I've just recently started taking P&B shakes as a general effort to support my GI tract. Will this really kill parasites as well?

I don't know where to start (again)

I want to give herbs a shot but im deadly afraid of the scattering, its taken me about a year for the scattering to become not much at all (except i still see them in the eyes)

Can people please help me work with my body. I read a lot and it's just like do this, but do that first, and in this order, blablabla, it's all very confusing. Die off is not a concern, in fact i welcome it because it means ill be getting healthier.

Please help me out on my journey everyone

I'm sure i've forgotten to say tons, oh well, peace be with you all Tweet