You sweetie, I'm sending you a hug. Your Dr has over stepped the mark. He sounds like his brains are in his dick. I am sorry to say this but this Dr knows that if you report him he will use your emotional state against you. He is clever!!!! He will just turn it back on you. This I'm afraid sucks but it would not be in your best interest mentally to take this fella on yet. Find yourself a good meditation group, get to learn to love yourself and you will have the power to pursue this without it pushing you past your limit. You need to be your own friend. You have to help yourself. AND YOU CAN. take each moment as it comes to you. Go for a walk in the park, take your shoes off on the grass and just enjoy the feeling. It is better you work on you for now. The rest will work itself out. " if you have a problem and there is a solution then why worry, if you have a problem and there is no solution then why worry." Blessings and best wishes to you. This will all pass.