Please don't give up, sounds like you are making progress, it is going to take time to properly flush your system, lymes disease presents the same as ms and is responsible for many misdiagnosis. It sucks that being healthy is only for the rich. My health has pushed my whole family under the poverty line. My husband quit his job to help, it is hard on everyone involved.I stay strong for them but many days are just a battle. All the best, you are not alone. You can do this, you sound pretty amazing what you've achieved so far in this life. You have so much more to do. Blessings