Re: My Goal

I need to apologize for this. For a long time I've had this problem when I'm struggling for motivation I sort of instigate it out of people through negative feedback. I'm not always fully aware when I'm doing it and I justify it by telling myself "If only someone had told me this before, it would have helped me so much" but deep down I know this post is so out of left field from the rest of the forum that it has no value for any of you.

It's insensitive and immature and I need to stop doing it. The truth is when I'm restless and my mind wants to consume I wind up on this forum too often and it's not good for me either! I'm going to really try to stay away..