Well there is something good about not being in emotional war with them as it causes a whole heap of anxiety and negative feelings... however, I think its the worms talking when you get to the stage of actually accepting the worm overload - even though I suspect your post is partly in jest. I know I have moments like this as well where I feel I accept them.. but remember they aren't your friends, especially when they get to the point of overloading your immune system. Keep going with your anti parasite programs and don't give up. Do not allow them to take you over.