Fenbendazole by Safeguard is the only way that I was able to get better. While it and the other two dewormers, Equimax and Pamoate pyrantel will bring back your life, curing this is tough and a bit scary, when done with these meds but it can be done.
You can buy them online or at tractor Supply chain stores. The meds are based on horses issues and weight but they are great for humans with M and lyme. Jeffers online has them and a lot of Horse Tack supply sites sell them cheap. 7-10 bucks a tube. Most buy 8 tubes of the fenbendazole and 6 of the equimax, 2 of the pamoate pyrantel.
I'll guide you if anyone wishes to go this route. I've been through this many times with sufferers.