I believe in past lives. I remember many past lives. I find it very odd that you do not remember any past lives and that you do not believe in them. Perhaps, you do not remember any past lives because you have not had any past lives or were not worthy of remembering the past lives. So if you do not remember any past lives again, perhaps, you have had none. And, it is sort of difficult to do.
I was raised Catholic with a strong Christian background.
Christianity, believes in the Lord Jesus Christ. And, the soul of the Son of God does have the possibility of incarnation and reincarnation. Many people, pray for the return of Jesus, or the second coming of Christ.
The belief in Christianity does entertain the idea of past lives. A person that does not go to haven is a heathen or heaven. Whether you call the place a soul goes after its life, Haven or Paradise or Hell or Purgatory, a heathen is a soul that does not go to Haven. And I think if it is possible for a soul to exist outside of the realm we experience, now. I also believe it is possible to return, as well.
My understanding that Christianity is based on the ability of the son of God to live many lives. If there is a possibility of a return of Christ, then past lives must be possible.
This I find odd, you do not believe in past lives, but you believe in demons? What is a demonic delusion? and What is a demon?
Why do you not believe in past lives?
Satan as referred to in the Holy Bible was defeated by Saint Michael. Why would I fear Satan?
The only beliefs that contain Satan in this time or era would be related to the Illuminati. In fact, the 13th Bloodline of the Illuminati - Merovingian line is the Jesus Satan line.
What or who do you think Satan is?
Can you use esoteric energy as described in the Holy Bible? Remember the stories of Jesus and Moses; many of those stories are based on an esoteric energy. Jesus was a healer and he could walk on water among other things. And Moses part the Red Sea.