16 was raped, need help

Hi, I have just turned 16 and about a month ago, I was raped whilst coming home from school, these men pulled up beside me in a van and dragged me in, there was a mattress on the floor and so I knew I wasn't there first tim, I was repeatedly raped by 5 different guys, I was so scared there was nothing I could do at the time, I tried to fight them off, but I was held down, unable to move, the driver continued to drive, I had no idea where I was going or being taken, after what felt like a lifetime, the van stopped and the driver came round and also raped me, I was. Then left outside in a completly unknown area, as they drove off, I was a virgin before this happened and felt so weak, It took me a while to get myself together before I found my way home, luckily I wasn't to far away, I never told anyone what happened, I was to scared, I thought somehow it was my fault and noone else would understand me, ithis is the first time I've ever revealed my story, I'm struggling bad as I'm sure a lot of you other ladies are,times got so bad where I tried to kill myself, I just need a bit of help, thanks Tweet