day 18!!

YAY!! almost at 20...

The longer I go, seems the easier it gets..
besides being all bony and losing my muscle mass....
My body IS using muscle.. :(
and I still have a lump where my tumor is..
BOO!!

At this rate I could probably go longer than 30 days, but I need to eat for 2 weeks cuz Im going back to work..
:(

I went for a lymphatic massage today and asked him for some deep tissue on my back.... he noted that there was not much muscle to massage....
My legs, which have been my best attribute, in terms of shape have shrunk.... my ass gone... my stomach... concave....
my boobs.. gone...

My muscle mass was quite good... I have been lifting for YEARS..... HEAVY lifting....

Why is my body eating my muscle instead of my tumor?

I am down to 112 from 130, Im 5'9"