need help

hello all i am 40 and 4 years ago i had a minor car accident and now because of it im slowly losing totall control of bladder and bowles i got some lower nurve damage and now since im having to wear diapers and i dont have insurance and i know there is but i do out of pocket cost which if im lucky i get a case which is not always enought and why is it i cant get what i cant do with out and have to have to live my life out side of my home and do you think its fare that they are not so cheap but im dependent on them and have to have them so what am i going to do its just not fare and not right but i wonder if any one cares because its not easy trying to live with having to wear diapers at times and not knowing if ill have enought each time so what ami suppossed to do help help please Tweet