Kat and i worship the precious Father through His precious Son the Lord Jesus, not ourselves, but we do know whose children we are and how much He loves us and wants to include us in His holy work which is as rest to those who rest in Him. I do hope one day soon that you will come into this kind of relationship with Him as well instead of whatever it is that you have now which makes you scoff at any good thing the Lord wants to do through His children and get nasty with His children for being used of Him and sharing their experiences. What is this relationship you have anyway? How would you describe it? I am sad for you, but i have nothing even remotely resembling unforgiveness and i pray the best for you.
ps: Kat's pink hair is awesome. Blessings to you Vektek in the name of the Lord Jesus.