Yeah and for your first question... not really me. Im detoxing or something. I never was really me but in days like these even less. Sooo thats why the posts are like confusing and foolish, they cause reactions. I was a lot like this as a kid, need to battle with everyone because of my impulsive ridiculous/controversial talking. Maybe NB its making old layers of Asperger´s to come out. Its interesting.