Re: NB and crazy dreams!!

Hey anatomy

For what its worth, im having those weird, even horrible dreams since NB, for sure. I dont care much at this point about my image since im 100% into healing and beginning from scratch and all this its just about a sick individual I am slowly getting away from, so I will tell you one uncensored:

I was in a street, and then for some reason I layed down in the layewalk with my legs and feet in the asphalt. I took down my pants and started playing with yourself, spanking the monkey (?) the feeling wasnt pleasant but just miserable, like I couldnt control my lust and it was making me look vile because it was a public place and even though I dont remember seeing people they had to be there. All of a sudden, the POPE Ratzinger started to come out of an avenue in front of me, walking solemnly, with all the usual vestments and the hands up like praying or invoking. He was chanting as well. But I knew he was evil, and I felt very afraid and ashamed, because I couldnt stop wanking in all that time, even while watching the Pope (wtf yeah that sure felt awkward). Some more wacky shit happened that I dont remember. I woke up with penis pain, disturbed by the insanity of the scenes, very dizzy and with strong urges to urinate.