Re: What happened to me? 2 years later still searching for answers

You sound similar to me in my worst days of nowadays and in overall the last two years, excepting that my attitude towards derealization and living in the fog was usually morbid, this is, I kinda liked it. If you read American Psycho you will resonate with this more obviously. I think Michael can be right and you are being victim of some spiritual freaky shit plus obviously you are toxic in something, heavy metals for sure. I am fully into the physical healing with Nutritional Balancing for correcting my digestion, adrenal fatigue and heavy metal detox and doing what I can in the etheric aspect which its a lot harder for me and normally there are no results. The good thing about NB its that its also slowly works in the emotional/spiritual level and I am already feeling subtle changes.

You looks like hypothyroid, adrenally fatigued and sympathetic dominant. I have those three! But obviously our cases are very different, there are other things you have I cannot link with those three, at least in the degree I have them.

About the treatment you should be starting to look for, it needs to be holistic, not treating symptoms or parts, but the person as a whole, as an entity in which one system affects others. Probably GABA will help you calm down. Dont ever try 5HTP with those symptoms.

Fruit sucks as a food, too sugary and yin, its weird you say you can only digest that well. I dont digest fruit at all. Why do you say that? When you eat meat or vegetables they come out undigested? Diet needs to be balanced and completely organic, natural. Dont go on extreme diets that lack some nutritional group like carbs, those are only good for short periods while doing candida cleanses or whatever.

Talking about energetic healings. Just yesterday my new psychotherapist asked me via skype to talk with my "Inner Child", to an empty chair in front of me. This is the kind of farces my Fate likes to endorse me lol I have contacted in the past with various psychs but they all just said I was "special" and "full of Light" but I dont feel like that at all, sincerely. One of them recognized some negative pressence in my life because of my obsessive drawing of demons but overall that Catholic Witch (I know its ironic but she was a catholic new ager, this is a witch, that could see Jesus etc around me I LOLOL) Other one which was more like a psych than a witch put her hands over me when I was lying down in the bed and I felt suddenly incredibly sad and saw my life passing by and I was pretty certain I was going to die. Bear in mind me and my brother were laughing our asses at her just some minutes before that. Also, when she asked if there was someone in the room, the DISCONECTED music system on my desk made some weird frequency like ruumssssummmsss rummmmmssssss.

But what the f*** right? Who wanna contact another failed medium that only makes you feel worse? Not me, not for now. I have even been to a famous catholic exorcist that of course saw nothing in me. My advice its go on the physical level mostly, at least at the beginning. You will see more results, and that gives motivation. Tweet