who is this "you"? who are you addressing? your message just seems to be another one aimed into the general void.
You've already said you reply to no 'one', that you don't remember names, etc. so what on earth is bothering you? And who is this you? ( it's beginning to feel like some kind of bad funhouse trip) These threads get complex, in the many exchanges before you re-appear -- it might help to give the courtesy of at least using a 'name' to direct one line statements toward.
I have the Christopher book, and I don't know what is being referred to, with this vague statement about what he talks about. And I thought you were finished with this thread.