I have a very bad bo too it is very strong and annoying to me and others around me. I actually work with this issue but didn't work for like 4 years bc I was so embarassed by this bo but I had to work again to financially be ok;it's definitly not easy bc people can be so cruel and I have to deal with comments and reactions everyday but God's love and help keeps me going. I have thought suicidal thoughts before but I won't ever do it bc like you said I believe in Hell and don't want the devil to win by getting my soul he has already done enough to me and I refuse to let him win. One thing that helps me is counting my Blessings that is something you might want to try and keep praying to God he never gives us more then we can handle ask him for emotional strength and guidance with this issue. I pray everyday that one day I will wake up and this bo will be gone.Hang in there and pray to God. If you need someone to talk to I'm here:)