I'm sorry you are dying and sometimes I get overwhelmed dealing with my symptoms and no one believing me. I think I dont have very much time on earth myself. I'm really depressed and infectious and I have a 7 year old child. I am desperatly trying to find us a cure or at least save him. Im very alone in my battle since i refuse to infect another person. I empathize with your situation and I very sorry for how the doctors have treated you. I wish doctors wouldn't treat us like a number but a real person. Take care.