OCD: Athletic Performance Frustration, Irrational Expectations, Anxiety Included

I have Autism/Asperger's Syndrome, and LOTS of OCD. I have participated in many special needs sports programs, and have extremely unrealistic expectations. I get very, very frustrated when playing these sports, and have quit many of them because of my anxiety and frustration. I often enter a glum state where I cannot show genuine happiness. I often need to fall asleep at night in order for this glum state to go away. I have tried drug medications for my OCD and anxiety, as well as medical hypnosis, some dietary supplements, vibrational medicine (Binaural Beats, Isochronic Tones, etc.), and every type of therapy we could think of. I also have paradoxical responses to certain medicines. Is there a raw organic food that I can find in a natural food supermarket that can help me with my situation? Tweet