We all would take oxycotin if we could...it makes one feel temporarilly wonderful and then one wants more...I have seen too many lives ruined by oxycotin..very addicting drug. Do try the castor oil packs..Mountain Rose has a large enough bottle..or just get it at any store in town..the flannel pad soaked in castor oil can be reused and reused...50 times or more..just wrap it up when not in use.
WE all for the most part want this parasite disease to go away for good and fast. For most this is not how it works..it takes a long time and perserverance, knowledge and money.
Stay with the forum and do not give up...you will learn and also you will begin to live again as you get the masses down and accept it..keep trying.