Re: God Cured my body odor!

I'm so sorry to hear that the odor has returned, but since I had a similar experience, I knew there was a possibility that it would not end the way we both wanted it to. I feel your pain immensely. I so wished that you could have completely gotten rid of the odor. It's the worst feeling to feel that you are back at square one and that's how I felt when the damn Antibiotics wore off and this curse returned.

To make it even worse, I got a yeast infection and after I cleared that up, several days later my skin began itching like crazy and I suffered with it for six months, taking Benadryl to stop the itching, but then saving enough money to visit an allergist, where I found out that I was now allergic to a bevy of environmental allergens, among other things. So now I not only have to suffer being miserably smelly, but also being miserably smelly AND itchy!! Oh what luck I must have....LOL

As for the coping question, I think I'm barely coping. I don't go anywhere. I transferred to school online and started working online too. I just try to avoid going out as much as possible. I don't have the strength anymore to stand tall in the face of such hurtful criticism and heart-wrenching stares. My body and my soul are extremely weary, so I don't put myself in harm's way too much. I just stay away from people unless I really can't do otherwise. It keeps me sane.

I'm going to restart my exercise regimen because when the roof caved in on me, I even gave that up, but I've gotten overweight and I know that's not going to help my situation, so now I have to venture out back into my local parks where everyone already knows me and holds their noses when I'm close by because even though everyone smells when they exercise, I give it a whole new meaning...LOL

I wish you luck and sorry for this very long reply, but I just had a lot to say. I hope we all find a cure soon because this is no way to live. No way to live at all.