WE understand, friend! You are NOT crazy. You know that. We know that! Whatever you have to do to remind yourself of that. Make yourself remember how much healthier you were before. Keep your hope that you will be that healthy again someday. Be thankful for every day (or even hour) that you feel well. Don't wait for validation from doctors. That can be devastating. If you get validation from a doctor, consider that a bonus! (A few people have, but it's rare) Those are my little blurbs of advice. Oh...and KEEP YOUR CHIN UP! We love you and are here for you!