Re: this shouldnt make anyone mad at me

that is why no one can help you when you are in trouble with marriage/family and even with jobs for bread. Here you are alone for everyone has fed on cruelty in him that finds it too hard to break out, to see a kindness, a light, truth, life, unity, joy, real help - rules over rules that really drink your energy to dare to think any different life. why man lives out of this evil drive;it leads him to sleep rather then to awaking to the Lord.
it is real damn cruelty that itself a big sin/a big world lie that let you not to see a way to help others in real trouble even to his health. That is why the doctors come in to feed on victoms and no real cure for he would not have jobs, then, others wolves come in all to help you for their helping them for cheating you, if not awake. they Hate God as much as they cannot see kindness and thus let you in the dark alone for grace to pray. for greed and hell... where is it the mercy?
Now, Do one need this cruelty, this blindness, this need for harming beyond recovery? Are people waiting for a war rather then enjoy the abundant fruits. Why cannot one live a loving simple healthy life? and indeed helpful to others?