Hey don't give up. This is a far easier tribulation to go through than being personally attacked. Every Medicine Man that spreads truth and knowledge carries his own burden; his own cross.
When your mentor was booed off stage during his lectures he didn't give up. We need a true Medicine Man to carry us through this most difficult time in history until these methods are effectively duplicated around the country and/or world. And finding this method and way of life is as hard to discover as a needle in a hay-stack.