Hi I can truly understand what u ladies are going through. I am 3 months post merina and the anxiety is better, but still a henderence in my everyday life. I worry all the time, I think of doom well feel that way. I try talking to others, but that is hard because if someone haven't been through this they really won't understand. It the anxiety comes from no where I can't rest during the day, I stay up at night until I am very sleepy, so I can just fall a sleep right away. I had the merina taken out on Feburary 27, 2012 and 3 days later in the hospital with anxiety, though I was having an heart attack and felt like I was going crazy. I had the merina 4 years loved it, didn't realize that it was that had me hating my husband couldn't stand him to touch me, I stayed stressed but as bad as when I got that thing out. I can go on but I have really been praying for complete deliverance from this.