Please god let someone help me. Pain is unbrearable

I am screaming with pain several times in last 2 weeks. Bedridden about 10 days of it

got a little better then 36 hours ago or so got worst again,
 

question on Dr Christopher formula at the bottom in red btw..this is main thing I am hoping to get answered

Cant do hardly anything. Didn't eat today for 20 hours as afraid to get out of bed and experience that kind of pain again,

Screamed, cried and whimpered all the way downstairs hurt so bad to walk and sit I can only eat cans or quickly to gather uncooked foods to shorten time sitting as it hurts like pain I rarely feel.

Need ideas to help pain..chiropractor I can only see once a month due to insurance and poverty. would like to try natural before surgery but did finally consent to steroid shots had 4 total none helped but last one apparently triggered this new episode the worst since the initial severe pain bedridden whole of 3 weeks. Only thing I was offered is surgery but only if I get to healthier level, medicine that I am afraid to take too much and physical therapy which I currently am in to much pain to get there let alone do it.

history== 25 wrecks including a 55 MPH crash where I had to be cut out of car and missed death by one second everyone who saw the car says and almost went into shock 9 days later when doctors kept me 3 days and released and had internal bleeding from lacerated organs they missed .X-ray dept said I had two fractures when I called saying my back hurt a lot that doctors never mentioned so not sure about that

also run over by a car when walking. Over the last 25 years had several herniated discs.  The run over wreck had me using a wheelchair and in terrible pain over a year but could go to chiropractor then and he eventually got me better.

Finally tried steroid spinal shots did nothing., last one apparently triggered this new attack and caused a lot of pain when they did it. could not hardly walk to a waiting wheelchair as hip really hurt.

2 1/.2 years ago intense pain and it left me bedridden for 3 weeks unable to walk brother bringing ice for cooler and eating salads and soup.  When I began walking and got out of car on the 4th weeks (also there were numerous pops, pain and some screaming incidents when I turned a certain way or tried to walk in my back, hip, groin, knee.

They say it is stemming from L3-L5/S1 anyway was getting out of car week after leaving the bed trying to get back to life and something shifted/pooped loudly in thigh/groin area and within 15 minutes the bottom half of my leg went numb and started having intense painful nerve sensations that feel like my leg is in a vise being squeezed.Tried to get MRI they refused them Dr said get a specialist to try to get it approved and he said last week he never did them over a certain age and I was beyond that. But now I am suspecting it may be from  back not knee, thigh or hip as it got a little worst from this back in my leg not like normal sciatica it is different.

I tried to get help for all this time but long waiting lists. I only had a few pain pills this week leftover from the .dentist. Afraid to take neurontin (for nerve pain and tons of side effects) and ibuprofen except on occasion for some reason but in desperation finally took a few which help some but not wanting to take drugs often. the pain was so bad I couldn't even considered suicide as a lot of other things also going on.

after a week in bed I tried to walk and severe pain but if I use ice and take the drugs and ride out the pain, my back felts better but when I go to bed, pain comes back in morning bad again

the initial back pain got better but leg parasthesia remains and there every day but at least I could function --for 2 weeks even since I had that steroid shot I am dying with pain..it got a little better last few days but now back again.

I'm trying to get another mattress if that is exacerbating it but cant get till I can walk and look as must buy used which takes longer to get.

I have a scriipt for water physical therapy but afraid to do as in so much pain and once I did pt and it killed me but was not in water. Cant hardly get to car even with cane or walker right now.

I have 4 herniated discs, severe spinal stenosis in central canal and side hole where nerves come out, several bone spurs, disc degeneration, arthritis and even a few times had urine and fecal incontinence but not all the time.

they said I might benefit from 3 laminectomies which terrifies me the thought of back surgery. He said 80% success on leg only (in addition to leg right now the entire left half of my body below the waist (except several inches at the thigh)  all the lower vertebrates/back, hips, leg. in a wide diffusing circle of pain.

But even if I wanted it and tonight I was in such horrific pain I almost thought I have got to do something, 2 weeks ago things were bearable this is worst in 2 1/2 years..I could sit and walk with difficulty prior once my back started getting better a few years ago when it all started getting worst.

I did not know how good I had it then even though that made it hard to walk and hurt but this is like maybe a 12 out of 10.  But last few days had dropped to a 7 1/2 but today back and bad.

They said they cannot do surgery as it could kill me and also could do so up to a year after surgery due to diabetes. It needs to be normal and is not being maybe anywhere from 200 to 450 generally. I finally after 3 years resistance started taking a diabetic drug in case I need to do this surgery but not successful so far and the only drug I sort of trust is metformin..I can go up one more pill she said and then have to add new drugs which I do not want to do.

They said must get it normal and lose some weight. Tried several kinds of exercise and all hurt me (I also have two dead nerves in my arm and need they said cubital and carpal tunnel surgery and have tennis elbow. Water aerobics made my leg worst and my back crack and walking cant do and chair aerobics made the tennis elbow so bad I could not lift a cup without my arm hurting from wrist to shoulder blade.

Is there anything natural that could help me or help widen those disc spaces/canals?

I am afraid to use Dr Christopher's bone flesh and cartilage as might make the passage narrower by growing new bone..what might dissolve bone spurs. Acupuncture also did not help. I know some herbs for nerves but if they are actively being pinched how could they regenerate.

this is my main question would this bf and c formula make the canals bones widen or shorter would it cause more or less pinching of the herbs would it grow bones like the lady with the missing vertabrae or would it make the afreas go to normal as iot did that girl with the crushed pelvis [putting things to their right plavce again.

I have herbs that regenerate nerves but will not help if it is being pinched so surgery would solve that but cant get blood sugar down this fa r and scary as I have no one to help me get through healing which might take a year surgeon said--I always thought I wold never get abck surgery but how can I live if this keeps happening and I cant copok, clean shop go to doctors or anything, but lay thier trying to ge by..

I was thinking maybe apple cider vinegar might help with arthritis and maybe dissolve the bone spurs which might widen the disc..do you think it would?

any help at all you can give would be very appreciated. They put me on super high vitamin d as it was only 3 (30 normal but not optimal which is at least 60_ Now it is 13 and they doubled my dose this week They gave me calcium and magnesium but my blood calcium is too high so one doctor advised not taking the calcium and did not address magnesium as she is having a baby so I am not taking those two nutrients.

Just read not to take magnesium if I take that nerve pain drug neurontin..

help please help..I help a lot of people but cannot anymore till I can type without all this pain etc.

what herbs how much of them any foods or exercises or things that can help with severe spinal stenosis, arthritis and parasthesia or any of these.

bless you