I smell worser than a dead person! :( someone help me! Pleaaaaase? I just want the smell to go away forever. :(

I can't remember how long this has been going on for but i think its like 4 years now and im nearly 18 its so embarassing! I have such a bad smell on my body. Gosh, many dont understand but some who are going through this will understand how having such a horrible body odour and carrying on each day with it is suicidal! :'(. People i know part from internt people dont understand me! I wish someone did. It gets me depressed everytime basically every day.

I smell worser than a sewer, no lie! I sometimes smell like horse shit (like today as i was told :'(_) I smell of rotten discusting, sickening smells. :'( Im so jelous of people who smell so lovely and are able to wear perfume without smelling wierd on top.

Ive had this for a long time. I guess ive just got use to it and its got worse than before. Many people have noticed the smell, when they sniff me i get fastruated! Its so hard going to go college everyday and people sniffing you when they're rushing past me, sitting next to me, around me, in the room etc Basically when im around people start sniffing so loud! Even my friends do that! :( Ive told them all about my problem (which is unknown to me still :/) But they made out tey understand and i dont, and im just paroniod. They sniff me and its so upsetting and annoying. Like shut the f*** up and move away then, some friend you are. My social life is so boring. Ive cut myself many times and still am after ages because its hard having this problem, it has a huge affect on my life. Say no more. I have many friends, i just dont interact or interested nomore. People do love me cuz im a bubbly person and i love everyone equally but its hard for me to be happy when people around me are upsetting me and making me depressed by unbelievably being discust of me like im some kind of sewer they would pass fast and moan like cunts that 'it stinks' grrrrr, im so angry. Why has GOD gave me this burden. I havnt done nothing wrong, ive always wanted best for people and i always make people happy eventhough im sad. I have become so fat and iunhealthy too due to this bloody situation. Going to the doctors dont even help they just saying i got urine infection and gave me anti biotics and it has got worse.

I duunno what to do. Im at a breaking point.