I started to cry when I read this. I understand exactly how you feel. After the odor is gone, the label still sticks. I am not odor free (yet), but I want to be so badly. I want to not be the smelly person who stays home all the time. I want to live and fall in love and be accomplished.
Please do not feel down though, life has only just began. You can look for natural ways to help you lower your anxiety. Go to GNC and ask for assistance. I wish you the best and anytime you think about how people see you remember that we are with you in this. They may not understand, but we do. You are not all alone in this world. Stay strong.