My life has been the same or worse. I know exactly what your going through. Thank goodness you have your strong faith to get you through these dark days and that you also have hope. I don't have a lot of hope left because I feel like the 8 years I've been trying have been just too long, so overwhelming, and so so painful with the treatment you get from people.
Can I just ask what brand of enemas are you using or are you making it yourself? Thanks~