What a journey!

Thanks so much, Blue Rose.  I have to say that this has been the most bizzare, terrifying, and heartbreaking journey, to date. 

But, through working with this amazing counseling therapist, I've managed to avoid most of the pitfalls when ending a relationship.  Am I angry?  Oh, hell yes, I am.  Am I heartbroken?  Well, nope - not anymore.  Do I have hope that I'm going to be okay?  Yeah - after a long while (since finding that nasty bag in September). 

I post to get this emotional infection out of my system - it's sort of like a huge abcess that's full of infection.  If I don't "do something" to get the emotions out, I'll internalize everything and turn myself against my Self.  If whatever I'm posting provides anything positive to someone else, then it's an absolute bonus.

Thank you so much for your positive thoughts and energy, Blue Rose.  <HUGS>