Don't worry, we definitely understand here! Have you tried any of the remedies suggested here to help it burst or re-absorb? I just dealt with one over New Years and I posted here about using cotton balls soaked in chamomile tea and essential oils to put on the affected area and it was pretty much gone in like 24 hours.
Have you noticed any pattern of when you tend to get them? There was a post farther down the page of a woman who was getting them a lot and she had a habit of stopping off for frozen yogurt or a Frosty and when she stopped eating those the cysts didn't come back. When I got mine over New Years I had just eaten a Frosty that same day so I kinda think there might be something to that theory. Maybe not a Frosty in everyone's case but there may be some kind of food or something that triggers it?