Ohhh, gawd - I can totally echo everything you wrote!!! My 3rd flush did that, taking me back to the years when I would cycle through highs and lows, mostly depression, picturing different ways I could just die, the worst of it starting from about age 15 to age 23 (after multiple breakdowns in my husband's arms), when I was able to get some decent help!! I wouldn't trade those times again for the world. But, thankfully, I recognized what was going on and "laid low" for the good part of the day it took to pop back into my "normal", much more even and upbeat self....thankfully!! ;)
Jumped back on the horse, no problem, tho' - I'm sold on the LF!!!! ;)