I posted a blog that was read 18 times. And out of those 18 people, no one said a word. I thought this was supposed to be a help/ support/ conversation site. Where if you are feeling weird about something, or scared, or what have you, that people would step up and talk. I am just reassured that I am completely alone, as I was reminded today by getting rejected by a guy because I'm fat. How can it hurt so bad with a stranger.... Well, I give up. How to feel like you're worth anything when you're reminded so many times a day that you are not. I just wish I had someone. I have no one.