I hope you won't let one judgemental poster put you off posting here at CZ...I understand where you're coming from in that you're taking a drug for now but are actively working to actually heal yourself. Some people get so gung-ho about taking ONLY the natural path that they'd rather you kill yourself while depressed as long as you can proudly say on your deathbed that you weren't taking any drugs!
Keep working towards figuring out your unique health issues and I wish you all the best!