hi cloe, i read ur posting, i know how u suffer.
i can give u my help just to heal you up.
i have been treating deep trauma problems like this 4 some time.
as many other vicitims that have heal before, u can be succesfull on ur mind.
just contact me if u wish, to start ur healing today.
ur pain is curable.
there's no money involve to nothing.
hope to see you well
reikihealer.