I'm right there with y'all. I think I am stuck in some kind of pain cycle. It's been 18 months, so I don't understand why the "bad" stuff isn't gone. It's VERY disheartening to remember how full of energy I was before Mirena. And I can barely remember not having aches all over my body. I feel bad that the whole time my son has been alive, I've felt like I've had a heavy wet blanket over my brain/head. Of course we have a lot of fun together, but I wish I be like I was before! Like I'm in my 30's, not 100 years old.