I am stumped. The first thing that came to my mind was that maybe your vices are sort of your entities/ parasites that make you look that way. Or your kids are your entities and beat you up?
What struck me was that your boss brought a man along. Was she afraid to talk to you alone? Maybe she is the one that gave you the black eyes?
Or another thing that struck me is that you say that you are flat chestd and then in the next line you talk about back eyes. Maybe you are beating yourself up for being flat chested?